im very bueysong over band this week, so im going to vent all my anger here.

lets just say... i nearly got sacked on wednesday. its like wtf man, i bet fuckerhoe main purpose in life for that particular day was to shoot my weak points and suan me to death. i mean seriously, even Gene says he has gone personal this time. tell me which instructor would even fucking care how we ran the band?!
these are some the most fucking wonderful things he said to me. (of course, i had to agree with almost everything he asks me. i mean, i dont see much point in wasting my time and arguing with a biatch like him.

do you think you've been doing your job well as a leader?
do you even know what a leader is...?
do you think you take your job seriously? look at you just now...
if you were in my shoes, would you sack yourself?
do you think they are more people better than you.. like faiz and satish? *starts describing some of our other sec3 members good attitude*
do you think they deserve your position more? a leader should be someone who is the best of the best. do you think you are that?
do you want another chance?

i guess you can basically predict what he continued blabbering on.

okay nevermind. want to shoot my bad points still not contented! since that stupid andrew ran off, i had to fucking command the squad. command nevermind, after every command i had given, he kept fucking complaining that i wasnt loud enough. i had to practically shout until there was echo coming from the opposite block.
i know its not a big deal shouting... but the point is that when andrew's turn commanding, he JUST STOOD THERE DIAM DIAM!!!!!!!!!! he would only once in awhile commenting on his poor observation skills. it was damn fucking obvious he shouted so much softer compared to me! for a guy he shout be the one who needs to bloodyhell shout louder right? okay lor, i just took it as im the ddm, so i must be better at commanding. zzz.

after this, i think he still not contented enough! halfway during band, that stupid fucker HAD TO BRING ME and "SHOOT" me. want to insult me nevermind, but infront of the WHOLE band. like wtf.
i mean, we were all sitting down there listening to his same old nagging about our diaphragms when he suddenly went, "hey... you all know why Fiona shout until like this? (does a demo with him trying to attempt a fake high pitch voice) its because she didnt use her diaphragm.. thats why her voice not deep enough. i bet her throat is now very pain... right anot Fiona?"

since i couldnt like scream at him or anything, i did the next best thing i could do. i just glared at him and went, "No. i dont feel anything". he ignored my comment and continued "if Fiona had use her diaphragm, she would have sounded like this... (says a command is his low pitch voice)

LIKE WHATTHEHELL HAVE I GOT TO DO WITH PEOPLE NOT USING THEIR BLOODY DIAPHRAGMS? AND MISTER, according to wikipedia:

• The difference in vocal cord size between men and women means that they have differently pitched voices.

• The shape of chest and neck, the position of the tongue, and the tightness of otherwise unrelated muscles can be altered. Any one of these actions results in a change in pitch, volume, timbre, or tone of the sound produced.

• Men and women have different vocal cord sizes; adult male voices are usually lower-pitched and have larger cords. The male vocal cords (which would be measured vertically in the opposite diagram), are between 17 mm and 25 mm in length.^[1]

  Matching the female body, which on the whole has less muscle than the male, females have smaller cords. The female vocal cords are between 12.5 mm and 17.5 mm in length.

dots. i know my voice is like freaking high pitch. thats because...
no.1 im girl. its natural for me to have a high pitch voice.
no.2 i dont scream everyday for fuck's sake. you dont expect me to be some wonderwoman that can change to pitch of my voice instantly.

PLEASE GET YOUR FUCKING FACTS RIGHT BEFORE BLAMING ME FOR NOT USING MY DIAPHRAGM. cause using it wont make any difference, BITCH. and you should know not to mess with bio students >:|

oh gosh, i feel so much better now :)
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