Its been nearly 7months already and I have no idea whats still holding me back.
By now I shouldn't even care or give a shit about ****. And its not like we're even talking like normal friends anymore, but why the fuck do I care or fuss over small shit concerning you????????!!!!!!!!!!

You are soososososossoso not worth occupying my mind with.

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IGNORE THIS PART PLEASE, unless its for you (which is probably not!)

Dear friend,
I'm not sure if you still read my blog. I've been thinking, things between us have changed so much over the months. Yea, I admit I am mostly to blame for it... due to some stupid reasons which you probably know and don't know.

I remembered you told me afew months back that you want things to be left the way they are, but I insisted on trying to changing it back? Although I'm sure that things would never be the same again, but I'm still hoping we can be like last time. In the past, you made an effort to try and talk to me, but I didn't want to right? At that point in time, too much was going on. So I guess I'm now trying to do the same now. You might think that I'm being a hypocrite/a big skinny liar, but I don't blame you for that.

I know my attitude too, has a part to play due to us not talking much... but I'm changing it now. And yes, I could tell initially during the start of the exam period that you didn't look to keen on speaking with me. (don't deny it...) But yea, I'm glad that you "gave in" and we started talking nearly normally again.
I'm probably not your best listening ear or someone whom you can confide in now. But I'll like to thank you for being there for me last time. I assure you I have never reveal to anyone about any secrets we exchanged.

Do you remember somewhere which you said we would go eat there some day? If you do, I'll be waiting for your msn pm :)

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